This is Me Now

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This takes me back to the night when you left. I said will you love me when I have nothing left to loose? And you shook your head. Who am I to blame you, and who am I to write? If I wasn't tied to this bag of bones I think I might get up and leave straight up secede from the responsibilities like keeping me happy to finding the air to breathe. Socially giving up it seemed. I lock all of my doors in hopes it will keep me safe, but the only fears that I have left are inside my brain.

(so I might Finally)

Listen to what you said, Maybe I'm better off Dead. I'll drown myself in the alcohol that's left upon my breath. So I might finally listen to what you said. I'll lay awake by lakeside tonight and I'll wait for things to change, but they never really change.

Man I've been spinning in circles for years, opened up my eyes and now i'm here. maybe just now I may get some rest. and If I don't maybe things won't go my way or just change suddenly. I'm writing the saddest songs of my life and you don't give a fuck about me.


I Opened up my heart, sat down and made a home for us. In hopes that things will never change.

I know I've been fucking up but I feel things might be enough someday.
I know I've been fucking up but I feel things might be enough someday.

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from The Way Things Used To Be, released March 8, 2016
Lyrics: Patrick Farmer

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